I just want to be happy. Tomorrow marks a year since I lost him. A year since i’ve been without him. I can’t tell you one day that he wasn’t on my mind. I fucking hate everything. He was the only person who ever made me feel alive. God I still love him and I fucking hate the law for taking him away from me. I know he probably hates me and blames me for everything and I completely understand that. I just hope, that when he gets out he still wants me… I just want to be happy again..
January 13th, 2011 @ 10:40pm
